I Am Still Trying To Bask In The Warm Glow Of Being Strapped By Sir With The Heavy Leather Strap...

I've still got spanking bloggers block, but I'm still blogging in my private blog, which has got one reader, my best 'trusted' friend. She reads my private blog, like reading a magazine, well the gossip section, lol...

Anyway, this blog is supposed to be my spanking blog, all about my sophisticated derriere...Ummm! lol. Not that I consider myself sophisticated in anyway, I'm not that stuck up {Unlike some, mention nooo names}

I was just googling 'spanked with a leather strap'...'S' spanked me with the heavy leather strap, which he had bought me ages ago, at a Bs/Kent party, for my birthday. I love {to hate} that strap...Anyway. Googling. I came across this blog 'Dare to take the plunge' I was reading her "The art of a hard spanking-leather strap" post...

It reminded me of our play session, on Tuesday 19th April...I was laying over a pile of pillows, on the settee. My new favourite position, well favourite position next to over the knee...'S' used all the leather implements on me. The heavy leather strap is the best, but it hurts so much. I was wriggling around & yelping my head off, it hurt so much...but...Afterwards...'Mmmm!'...

I think I like the heavy, deep penetrating sting & knowing how much more it could really hurt, but trusting 'S' would not lay into me, causing me unbearable agonising pain. It sounds silly, but I think that adds to the sensation. Not that I want to be spanked that much harder, that much harder is unbearable & all I can think about is...'My weak spots, I'm going to end up bleeding, I've already got weak spots, I don't want more weak spots'. Otherwise I might relax into it...

Trust, makes all the difference...I trust 'S' to use that heavy strap & just hurt me enough to wriggle & yelp, not try to escape, scream & swear. I think playing twice, so close, took away some of the pleasure I get from being spanked. I needed a bit longer to enjoy the pleasure from being spanked by 'S', before being spanked by 'M'...

Don't get me wrong, I enjoyed both spankings for different reasons, but they have merged into 'I got spanked twice'...Rather then still enjoying the memory of Tuesday's spanking. Ready to enjoy the memory of Fridays spanking. I think I need longer then three days in between. I suppose its like anticipation in reverse...Ummm! I know. What am I on about...

I could just think of it as two spankings in three days, but...I definitely think of spanking as pleasurable, so I want to bask in the warm glow for a little while, lol...I know...Why? Its not easy to explain. Other then, I'm not into spanking for the sake of spanking. Or to be punished, or to prove how much I can take, I am into spanking for 'pleasure'. I want to be given a hard spanking, which I can bear. I don't want to be given a spanking as HARD! as the spanker can give, for the sake of WHACKING! hell out of me...Pleasure from pain...Not PAIN-PAIN-PAIN!!!

I am just remembering the strapping 'S' gave me, it was painful, almost unbearable, but that...'Wow!' 'Mmmm!'. I can't wait to play with him again...Maybe the orgasm in between added to the sensation of blissful 'Mmmm-ness'...I forgot how good he was at finding my G-spot...

I have still got so much to blog about, but I am a 'blog what comes to my mind' blogger, so I am blogging little snippets at a time...