Insatiable subbie gets her spanking mojo back-Or she's just been looking at too much porn...

I am definitely getting my spanking mojo back...

 Originally Posted by sub_idris

Ummm! Have you forgotten something? lol...

Hi,

No, I haven't forgotten - just very busy at work at the moment, so finding it hard to find a time to come and see you. Please be patient....I'm sure it will be worth the wait!

S xx

As I wrote in my private blog...

Lol! I like the new firmer commutative him...Well. Give or take a few weeks in between...

I thought I had better leave some of my thoughts private...

...but here is the jist of my subbie thoughts...Ummm! today...

Its weird...I'm not into 'DOMINANT!' Domly Dom's, but when I read that message I tingled...Probably because I trust him not to want to 'bring me down a peg or two'...I don't trust other blokes. Obviously because I don't know them well enough & they so obviously don't want to make that effort...

Mind you he could have said that a lot sooner {Rolls my eyes}...Maaaybe reading his Pm made me tingle, because I remember the words he used to use when spanking me & that sexy tone...{Sighs} Also I was perving last night so I have got myself all turned on, lol...

I'm not looking for him to become my Dom again. Even though he was my Dom for 7+ years...

That said. I think it was more of a label..."My Dom"...

When in reality we was just play partners, Play was amazing 'The best'...I was a spoiled sub/spankee...We played one to one every other week...

I don't regret calling it a day. It had to come to an end as it was, because 'My Dom' was just a label. He was never 'My Dom'...As I have said before; I am not into being 'Dommed!' I am into being spanked. Real spanking. He was not into Domming either & he was very good at giving me the real spanking I desired & so enjoyed...I don't need a mentor, or life coach 'The new type of Dom in your sub life'...lol...

What I do need. A good, experienced, skilled...Very skilled 'spanker' who sees spanking as 'play' & Domming as part of said play. If I can see him every few months & 'M' every whatevertakesmyfancyokhisfancytoo...Then play with 'B' when he comes to visit, but next time {In May] We will play first, then drink our usual 3 bottles of red wine & catch up...Because before, when we drank first at the munch meet, then played, I was sooo! ill...Mind you at that time I was feeling 'Ugh!'...

'B'...The gentle hand man {Yeah right & I'm a under 30 nymphomaniac, lol} will be staying 2 nights in the hotel he stayed last time...Sooo! I could technically play two nights in a row...I have been boosting my fitness for spanking...No I haven't been spanking myself. I've been doing toning exercises...Squats, touching toes, waist twists you name it...Its surprising how much of a work out you get from a good spanking session...What with all that bending, twisting, clenching...Sheesh!

Gotta go. I need coffee...