Monday, 30 May 2016

Canings at judicial level...Part One

I was having a nose in Bs, as I do. Sometimes there is something of interest to read, or some drama or other going on, lol...

I came across this thread about judicial caning, so I thought I would borrow it, to dissect it into my thoughts on judicial caning, as I love being caned {By someone I trust not to cause me any lasting damage}

Art by Hardcastle
Here goes. You can read the whole post on Bs...

Canings at judicial level

I know what I love about being caned. The intense, cutting, burning, sting, or STING! which keeps on building, then the after effects...I hate thin whippy canes with a vengeance, the sharp cutting sensation literally makes me feel 'Ugh!'

He said...

I have both seen and administered canings at judicial level,

I have received many canings at the so called 'judicial' level, but they was purely for pleasure, never for punishment. If we was doing a roleplay of a judicial caning, then yes I have received a judicial caning. I am in no way into being punished...

Abels tumblr

He said...

and some of the sexual components are necessarily and actually different from those involved in a normal spanking/caning session.

Ummm! Maybe for some, but as an adult into spanking & caning for pleasure, because I enjoy it & it turns me on, I don't see it as a component, I see it as 'I love being caned'...


There is no bodily contact between the people involved:

Hmmm! Not my ideal of a good spanking play session...Too cold, too serious, would leave me feeling bad, like I had just been used & abused...

A very awkward position...
Looks like a good
position, though...
contact is visual for the top and any audience; and also through the cane or whatever other instrument is used, typically a birch rod or similar, but only for the top and the bottom. But contact is through the mind, of course, for all involved.


Hmmm! If you are into serious role play. For me, that sounds like hell...Cold, serious, is definitely not for me, but each to their own...


I certainly get aroused sexually by seeing a woman being caned at judicial level by someone else,

I can see how that would be a turn on...Also, if I was caned by another man, with my Dom watching, then my Dom giving me the 'Mmmm!' after care...Now that would be bliss...but I need a 'Dom' of my own for that, not just a casual spanker...

Actually, that does bring back a few 'Mmmm!' memories...At one of my parties at my home, I was playing with a Dom, in the dining room, my then Dom, was in the living room, he could hear me being caned HARD! It was a very hard caning, at one point I had to stop him caning me, because it was too hard...

Afterwards my then Dom took me upstairs to my room...Soothing cream rubbed into the tender raised welts, was very 'Mmmm!'...So was knowing my Dom was turned on...I mean feeling the vibes, not that, lol...


or by so caning a female playing partner myself. Even when sex does take place afterwards, as has happened with me with one of my playing partners......

'Mmmm!' Thrashed into submission, then taken...HARD!


the partner concerned, though, told me that it certainly was every bit as enjoyable as usual for her. The extreme eroticism of giving or watching a judicial level caning is for me of a different kind.

I remember watching someone being caned. I was flinching with each stroke, It looked so hard...When I was being caned by my then Dom. I would look over my shoulder to watch the cane coming...Ohhh! myyyy! Actually, I would like to be caned, in front of a mirror, with the mirror positioned so I could watch each stroke coming & landing...



My private judicial canings have mostly involved one partner, though I have had a couple with two.

'Mmmm!' Being double Dommed...I have been caned by two Dom's at the same time, both strokes landing at the same time, it was agonizing, but at the time I was so turned on, all I could feel was a hot searing, cutting, sting...well 'STING!!!'...Which went right through me. Being so turned on, helped me take the otherwise unbearable caning...Also it was not done in a too serious 'role play'...If someone was seriously beating hell out of me with a cane...Nooo! waaay!


The canings at judicial level which I have seen or have myself given have been at the level typically seen in Lupus/Rigid East videos, though usually limited to between twelve and thirty strokes:

12 & 30 stokes? Meh! Dare I say, I have received nearer the 100's, but not every stroke was hard, especially when I had floated off into subspace, because then I could not feel any pain, just an intense burning going right through me...I definitely need to trust the Dom, I am allowing to cane me...As my then Dom used to say, someone else could keep on caning me hard to get a reaction {Or words to that effect}

Ohh! Yeah! The lupus caning videos...Very 'Mmmm!'...but...I would not want to be left with marks like that. The marks are too extreme for me...Bright red stripes & raised welts, is as far as I want to go. Otherwise eventually you end up with weak spots...



There is a risk of the skin being broken above these limits, and for me drawing blood is not acceptable, a line not to crossed.

Me too...

The only cases where I have seen blood being drawn during a caning were where a professional sub has developed “weak” spots,

My weak spots bleed if repeatedly hit...Nooo! plasters don't protect your weak spots. They still bleed, then the plaster slides off {Rolls my eyes} Some know all types seem to think that a ultra thin piece of sticky material, can protect your said weak spot from repeated HARD! WHACKING!...Jeeeze!



typically on the centre or just below the centre of the right buttock where the tip of the cane has, in the hands of inexpert caners (mostly right-handed like the rest of us), landed there too often. The tip should never land there; but the right way to use the cane is another topic. If a sub has weak spots, then bleeding can occur readily, even in a comparatively light caning.

Yep! SO AVOID THAT AREA!!! My weak spots are another reason why I am very wary of playing with near strangers. I don't want any more weak spots. Mind you, my weak spots are scars, they did not heal & go away after a few years break...It was one 'stranger' who done that to me. Yeah, I allowed him to do it, but then again I haven't got eyes in my £$%%^&&...FFS!



The few judicial events to which I have been invited have been organized by professional spanking models, and have had a fairly elaborate scenario.

Hmmm! Too serious for me...but then they are putting on an act for the paying voyeurs...I am into being caned for my own personal pleasure...I'm selfish like that, lol...

It is a long post, so I divided it into two parts...

Wednesday, 25 May 2016

Unclean Thoughts- Beating a Confession out of Naughty Casey - Arousal Patterns

Unclean Thoughts- Beating a Confession out of Naughty Casey - Arousal Patterns: 5 erotic Domestic Discipline scenes starring the incomparable Casey Calvert. Caught in the middle of self pleasure, Casey is immediately turned over Daddy's lap for a spanking. Demanding that she confess her unclean thoughts, he spanks harshly while scolding her. Pulling her white cotton panties straight up her crack out of the way, his hand covers every inch of burning flesh. Protesting, her panties are pulled down for the hardest swats on her bare ass as she moans pathetically.

Ten gets the bathbrush

Ten gets the bathbrush: Otk brush spanking

Bare butt hairbrush blistering

Bare butt hairbrush blistering: Bare butt blistering

Monday, 23 May 2016

No Spanking Here............

I thought I would
add some spanking pic's
to keep it on subject...
After all this is a spanking blog...
Love this pic...
I would love to be strapped,
in the woods,
preferably in the early hours,
to avoid the dog walkers...
Someone done a poll on Bs...No not a poll on bullshit. They was in the British spanking forum & decided to start a new thread/poll...

Its funny, because I had just gone on Bs, to have a nose. I thought I had accidently clicked on a politics forum, then...hang on 'football'. Do these people not have facebook accounts. Its a 'spanking forum'. You know, the clues in the name 'British SPANKING!'...

I know. I know...They are friends. They talk about other stuff, not just spanking. Fine...but...It's a 'spanking forum'...I get that the same ole same ole questions & discussions are rotated over time, with each lot of newbies, but...The newbies, or oldies finally finding fellow spanko's. They find the forum site all about 'spanking'...Wooo!

Ohhh!

Yh, okay, I give you that one...
Wot! There are football forum's...Sheesh! Okay, so maybe the blokes find it more difficult to multi task, so a forum with spanking peeps & football...Wow!

  • Friday night Poll..(or sat am) Referenda
  • Thread: Keep it free

Nooo! Nothing to do with 'No fees exchanged'...It's about the 'referendum'...

I'm literally going down the home page...So far on the spanking forum there is 'football' & the 'referendum'...


Thumbs up Surrey girl looking for a spanking for FUN, can you turn me on?

Okay
Basically I'm interested in a one off of possibly twice encounter with a strong Dom or Spanker in his 30s or 40s in the Surrey/Hampshire Area whom I can drive to meet for a bare bottom session OR motel if its easier. I'm a mother so daytime works best but I can do the next two weekends, not overnight but late evening is fine.
I'm into bondage and discipline that leads to ....whatever you want.
Ultimately I'm in heed of a spanking with implements and a good OTK hand spank n squeeze. Spread my legs and finger me, you have my consent 😇😇😇
Want to play?
Message me

Ohhh! Spanking. This is more like it. A good personal as well...

I skipped to the bottom...

Sex and spanking
How big a part do sexual attraction, sexual arousal and the sex act itself play in spanking as far as you are concerned?


Thats an interesting thread. I'll have a read of that thread later...

Here is the poll...

Banned subjects on these boards???


This is a Spanking site, so what, if anything, should be banned?


All subjects except football should be banned,  2 votes

Football should be specifically banned. 6 votes 

Post what you like, 4 votes

Yawn! 2 of us voted for 'yawn'

I'll read the spanking threads, on the spanking forum, later. If I want to read about football, I go to a football forum; the referendum, a forum dedicated to  politic's. I'm off out in my garden, those weeds won't weed themselves...Oo! Maybe I should start a gardening thread, on the 'British spanking' forum...No? Boring? Yes, I agree...It is not the site to talk about gardening. Or football, or politics. I'm surprised there is no religion...Don't speak to soon...

I know. Why did I just waste my time blogging about this inane subject. I could have been blogging about spanking, after all it is a spanking blog...

Right! I'm off...

Saturday, 21 May 2016

OHH! I Got Blocked For The First Time On Fetlife- I Think Return To Sender Is Starting To Rub Off On Me-Lol!

Ohh! Wow! I just got my first block. I could post this on return to sender, but I won't, because it's not as good, or bad, which ever way you look at it...as most of the other return to sender posts, but. I got me blog wahahaha!

Nah! It's not that funny...but I am still going to blog about it. You never know, it might help one geezer to actually think before he posts, but then again. A geezer like that won't be reading my blog, will he, lol...

He managed to put 'Hi' in the title, but then he missed out a whole chunk of conversation....

" Do you take a hard caning "

Ohhh! Yeeesss! Lets meet...Straight away. You can come to my home & beat me black & blue. Sod the small talk, lets get straight to the point..."I am only interested in using your bottom as a lump of meat, to tenderise with my cane"...I wanted to just post back "F**k off!"...but no I was polite-ish...

Not from a complete stranger, matey...

I could have just ignore the douchebag, but I thought I would respond in kind...I don't think he understands what 'complete stranger' means...

obviously. start with flogger and paddle building up to cane over time

Ummm! Mate. Why would I want to meet you, to allow you to do something so intimate & risky, to me...Hmmm? Would you want your wife/partner/whatever, to meet a complete stranger, who started the conversation with "Do you take a hard caning"...Heres an idea. Pay a pro sub...Ohh. Yeah. A pro sub would not allow a bloke to cane her hard. Because she can't afford to be permanently damaged...

Me- " I'm not talking about that. I don't play with complete strangers... "

It's like...Hint-hint-hint-HINT!...FFS! Do I have to explain it to you...Hmmm? Complete stranger. A person you know nothing about, who could be a serial rapist & into beating women...

Him-ok. well lets chat online then when you are comfortable meet for a coffee and take things from there

Hmmm! You know that thing about 'First impressions' & 'respect' & that a bloke who sends a woman "Do you take a hard caning" Is looking to 'Cane a woman HARD!'...Well...I will never feel comfortable enough to meet a bloke who can't even be arsed to talk to me properly. Too little, too late. I have turned down much more respectful men...

Me- You failed at the first message. So 'NO!' I am not interested in getting to know you, I learned everything I need to know in that first sentence...Bye.

I'm past being polite to dense, thoughtless idiots. Before I would have just ignored the idiot, but now, I tell it how it is. I thought..."You're having a laugh, mate!'...Are you that dumb. Or just plain selfish & thoughtless, with no respect for women. When my dog is fixated on a cat, or Stephan the guinea pig, I call it 'tunnel vision'. This chancer has tunnel vision on what he wants...I have more self respect, so I'll give him a miss...

Then..." Your loss "

&...You can't respond to this conversation because daviddjb has deactivated their account, you've blocked them, or they've blocked you.

Lol!...These men are so funny. They never learn. They never get it...It's more like a lucky escape for me...Twat! It is idiots like this, which puts me off bothering to meet my ideal Dom. I can't bring myself to make the effort. I have been there before. For every 1 decent Dom, there is 10-20-30 chancers, time wasters & darn right nut jobs, who obviously have issues with women. Yet the blokes still expect us to take their word for it, that they are safe, sane & not into causing mental & physical harm. It's not all fun & games...Nooo strings...Nooo fees exchanged...

You see...That bloke just confirmed to me, why I can't be arsed to keep on trying to find my ideal Dom. Luckily for me, I have got a few good spankers in my life...Blokes like this douchebag, do make me appreciate their friendship & being able to play with them...

How much does this bloke bother me...Well...For those who like to assume that I am so bothered by idiots. If I had to put a percentage on it...I'm...10% bothered. 90% See. I told you so. I think sometimes there is too much assuming going on...I assume this bloke is dodgy & I would not go near him, if he was the last spanker bloke on earth...Harsh? Well. It gets boring, having to deal with idiots...

Nuff said for now......

Wednesday, 18 May 2016

Caught Fighting - Strict Spanking

Caught Fighting - Strict Spanking: The Dean has just learned that his own niece was caught fighting.He will not stand that that behavior and places her in the corner to think about the thrashing she is about to receive. The Dean starts out over his knee on her bare bottom and then finishes off the punishment with the cane.That should make her think twice about fighting.

Absent and Punished Preview

Absent and Punished Preview: To see the FULL film go to WWW.CHEERLEADERSPANKINGS.COM - Lily was one of the squad's best cheer girls but even she couldn't break the rules when she missed 3 important practice sessions in a row. Coach gave her an ultimatum, leave or accept the consequences. She didn't want to leave the squad as it was her ticket to college so she accepted the bare bottom spanking over his lap which was embarrassing and made her butt very sore and red followed by a real hard wooden paddling with the 'Bad Girl Paddle' that all the girls hated!

...As for washing my mouth out with soap. If you want the soap rammed down your throat....

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Thursday, 12 May 2016

I Prefer My Adrenaline Boost To Come From Being Spanked-But Once In AWhile Unnecessary Sh*t! Happens...

My husband's affectionate nickname for me, is 'his little pitbull terrier'...Why? Not because I look like a pitbull, lol...

Because I'm so quiet & introvert, people assume I am meek & mild & I am to a certain extent. The majority of the time I am laid back, ignore the antagonistic, argumentative, rude types. Though they can be quite entertaining, I just choose to be nice & steer clear of little niggling battles which need not bother me. As in 'none of my business'...but...this morning...

I wrote about it in my private blog. Where I am less thoughtful of the words I use. I edited the swearing, lol...

Shit For Brains-Evil Scum!


OMFG! I think I need a morning boost of adrenaline to get me going in the morning...

Seriously, it made me feel less 'Ugh!'...I have felt drained the last few days, from doing lots of gardening & walking...

We had a weasly little shit head, piece of scum on our doorstep this morning...Banging on the door. Putting his foot in the door. Threatening John that if he did not take the review down by tomorrow, he'd be back to sort him out...

Ummm! Yes, I'm afraid there are weird people who behave that way in Essex. They give us a bad name...

Then his outside the window, still threatening. That was it. NO ONE! threatens my family. So I go to the door. John tries to stop me. I growl! 'DONT! tell me what to do'. Then I tell him to F*** OFF!!! YOU FUCKING OBNOXIOUS LITTLE C**T! There was also a few piece of shit, scum, you name it, thrown in..Ohhh! & Go crash & die you piece of scum...

He dinnarf move fast away from our front window...Oops! {Grins} I know, not very lady like, but I don't react well to bullying little, you know what, threatening my husband & coming around my home, in front of my kids..."Grrr!!!" Then I turn into a lioness, lol...My bite is worse then my roar {Smiles sweetly & goes back to being unassuming}


He was into shouting people down. I am quite good at not being shouted down. Apparently we're tossers because we need finance. I just grinned, because...well, who doesn't need finance. Also, we can't get finance, because we don't have any credit rating. We have one wossy from way back, but otherwise they could not find us, but, apparently we have not got a bad credit rating either...

We're one of those strange people who pay by cash, lol...

How I see it. I don't explain myself to no evil piece of shit, who comes to our home & threatens my husband. I'm waiting...Ohh! Yeah! I told him that we was calling the police. We have got an incident number. I'm hoping the police go & explain to him how google reviews work...F****** dense, shit for brains, piece of scum...

I was angry...

We are slightly flabbergasted. John said about taking the review down, I said 'Don't you dare'...In fact give him another review. I am going to give him a bad review as well...If I could be arsed I would give him a whole load of bad reviews, but then that would make me as bad as that piece of scum...

I wrote him a good one 'Not'...Maybe I was naughty for antagonising the weirdo, he has obviously got a gangster 'tough guy' thing going on...Yeah, well, I am not so easily intimidated by little gangster wanna be's...

The phone ran not so long ago. I done 1471. It was a mobile number...Me suspects it was shit for brains, the tough little tattooed geezer on his bike. With his helmet. What is it with short geezers, they're like small yappy dogs...

I am only 5', we was eye level...He come up to my husbands chin, hen he was trying to be all threatening up in his face...I mean adam's apple...Not that I have issues with short men. I am friends with a few...

Sooo! My nice review...Below...

Unbelievable. This morning we had the heavies. Well more of a little geezer with tattoos, lol...He came to our home ,to threaten my husband. He had to take down the bad review he wrote, or he {J} would be back to sort him out. Okay! Strange little man...Once we got rid of the snarling little man, he was still outside shouting out about 'taking it down now'...

I think he genuinely thought we would take notice & do as we was told...Which makes me think...Okaaay! 'Screw loose!'...Good luck with getting your own way through using bully tactics, matey!

We called the police. Because no one comes to our home, threatens us with violence, in front of our kids & gets away with it. Of course we are more sane people, who think before we act, so we involve the police, not go around acting like thugs...We're not that dumb...

Mind you. It was more a case of a weird little man, having a hissy fit, because my husband wrote him a bad review. A review which was not even as bad as some other reviews, did he pay them a personal house call as well?

This man is a little bully, who uses threatening intimidating behaviour to get his own way. Unfortunately not everyone allows these snarly little men types to intimidate them, so it didn't work out for him. My husband will not be removing his review & I have added a new one for him to read & get himself in a tizzy about, lol...

Personally I think this little geezer needs to up his meds & learn that rude, abusive, aggressive, bullying, intimidating. threatening behaviour, does not get him anywhere, it just makes him look dense...

Methinks someone has been watching way too much Eastenders. Maybe he sees himself as one of the Mitchell brothers, lol. His more like the Mitchells little runt brother...

People are entitled to write a review, it's a free country. That sort of behaviour is illegal. Maybe if you run your business properly. Remember that the customer is always right. There is a course you can go on...

I should add. This little man's behaviour was a total over reaction on his part. We done nothing wrong, other then write a negative review. As sane people we do not involve ourselves with the dramatic little drama queen types...GROW UP!

Hmmm! Now I need more coffee...After all that drama & intrigue. I will go back to being lady like & not swearing my head off like a fish wife, so to speak...{HeeHee} 

Tuesday, 10 May 2016


Pleasure & Pain From Spanking- Traffic Light 'Safe Word' Wossies...

I like this personal...

Red face Male spanker looking to make new friends in London

Mature experienced male looking to meet new spankee friends in London. I am experienced and have spanked girls from 18 to 51. I am looking to meet new people but am very discreet and understanding. I will not spank males but have spanked a wife in front of her mate in the past and that is fine. Please reach out and say hello and maybe we can become friends..........

"Mmmm!"
Yes! Pleasure & pain...
See. He is looking for 'spankee friends' There is no mention of 'no strings' No fees exchanged. Or droning on about 'I know I won't get a slim nubile girly, so I'll settle for a fat oldie' I know, they don't actually use those exact words, they just imply them, lol...

I'm playing with my gentle hand Dom friend, in his hotel room, later. Well...no it's not his hotel, just the room for 2 nights, lol...I thought I had better clear that one up, I know how confused some peeps can get if you don't explain what you're on about...Just joshing...

Anyway. Will I contact him to make friends...Hmmm? Nah! Probably not, because sometimes, well most of the time actually. When men mention making friends, obviously they don't mean 'friends' as in 'friends'...What they actually mean, is...I'll be your friend if I can spank you...

I love being spanked in that position...
I love being spanked hard...
just not unbearably HARD!
A firm spanking which stings a lot,
is 'Mmmm!'...
This is why I need to start using a safe word...
I never used to want to use a safe word,
I prefered to rely on my spanker
reading my body language...
...but now...Well. It has become more like...
'Oowww!- Oowww!- Oowww!- OOowww!!-
OOOowww!!!- bordering on 'Yellow!'...
OOOOowww!!!! Yellow-No bordering on 'Red!'...
OOOOOWWWW!!!! FUUUUCK!!!
RED!!! RED!!!! RED!!!
'Mmmm!' back down to yellow,
now yellow feels so 'Mmmm!'...
Keep at yellow,,,
Keep at 'OOowww!!!
Keep at me staying in place
& gripping a cushion,
so I can bear it...
{Sighs}
When I played with 'M'
a few weeks back...
I gave him a 8/10...
Which wasn't bad...
He would have got a 10/10
if I had not been wishing
I had a safe word a few times
during the spanking...
Me personally, I prefer 'friends' to mean 'friends' & we might play one day, but I can't promise anything, because I can't play with everyone I chat to or exchange messages with. We might not actually be compatible. If you then bugger off once I've said that, then you wasn't actually looking for friendship was you...Hmmm?

One of my pet peeves...The 'when you want to play you know where I am' WTF! Yeah, I know where you are, but I'll give you a miss, as I don't particularly want to play with casual acquaintances...Jeeze!

Maybe these men believe that 'Friendship' means 'clingy, needy, will full in love with him & want to move into his house, for a 24/7 passionate D/s relationship'...Or...{Gasp!} She'll want daily attention. Admittedly some women do want daily attention. Personally, I don't, I like my own space, but I don't do something so intimate with a casual on occasion geezer, who can't afford to pay a pro sub...

I should be in such a good mood. I'm about to play...but...All I think is...Ugh! I can take it or leave it. So why am I keeping my 'new journey of spanking discovery' spanking blog? Well...I'm living in hope that I will start to feel that 'Mmmm!' feeling just before a spanking, again. I'm looking forward to drinking red wine & having a good natter with a friend I have known for about 12 years...

There was a time when I would have been feeling all tingly & excited, anticipating what was to come. Don't get me wrong, once the spanking starts I am all tingly & 'Mmmm!'...So maybe I should just cut out the input with the man I am going to do something so intimate with & just cut to the spanking part...

I click on a spanking group on facebook. Its just wank fodder for men...{I have no issues with wanking, btw} I go in Fetlife. That is more interesting, but more about sex then spanking. Another forum, its all 'spanky abc' & what they done today...Then there is the one spanking site which could be really great...Its non stop bickering & drama. Admittedly only a few participate, everyone else seems to have vacated the forum. Maybe they're in the chat room, I dunno...

Maybe I'm just bored & need some variety. I know one thing. I'm not into HARD! spanking, with out the long more gentle warm up to start. I know I never was. Warm up, please...Then, once I am all relaxed & floating, then & only then can I take the HARD! spanking...

Wednesday, 4 May 2016

SpAnKiNg ArT...

One of my favorite positions...
Looking at that picture brings back  'Mmmm!'
memories of  2 weeks ago...
I am looking forward to next week,
when I play with the {not so} gentle hand man...
Actually his hand is more painful then his belt...
Its weird. I start playing again, then I get bloggers block...Sheesh!

Oh, yeah. To read my Alt blog, from 11 years ago, I have got to 'upgrade' as a silver or gold member. As much as I would love to read my old blog, I'm not willing to pay for it...
Unless any Alt members would like to copy & paste it to me...Just a thought... {Flutters eyelashes}
One way to get past a blogger block, is to just write about anything which pops into your head. Well, not EVERY! thing. There are some things best left unsaid...
I borrowed this picture from
shadowlane on twitter...
I borrowed these two
animated pic's,
from the site
' spanking-animations.tumblr.com '



Sunday, 1 May 2016


Spanking Photos Of Me- Also-I Found My Original Spanking Blog On Alt,com...

I think I was bent over the side of the settee,
or the arm {whatever}
This photo was taken
after I had been spanked
with the heavy leather strap...
Me, 2012, it was my first spanking of the year. In the good ole days, when I was playing every other week, with my 'then' Dom & going to parties on a regular basis, where we had lots of fun playing first, last & in between other spankers/spankees...




I was bent over the back of the settee,
wearing my white victorian nighty,
This photo was taken after
Ummm! well...
more then a dozen strokes of the cane...
I'm very much looking forward to my next spanking, which is May 10th. I need some photo updates, maybe I should take my camera along with me. Mind you, after only three spankings in three years, with a two year break, my bottom is a lot more floppy, lol. Regular spankings are great for the glutes...



I was trying to count the stripes,
but they merged closer they got
to my sit spot...
I love being caned, but I only enjoy it, when I am being caned by a skilled caner. Because it's not so much fun when the cane goes too high, or too low, or wraps around. Being able to totally trust the person caning you & just relaxing into it & being able to let go, is bliss...

Actually, I think this photo
was taken after 6 strokes,
the one above after 12...

Me...
Age...
Ummm! 36 yrs I think...
I look sooo young...
Mind you,
I feel inspired to
get back to where
I was 11 years ago...
I haven't aged that much,
though now I think
I look more like sad sack
on the raggy dolls...
OMFG! I just found my old OLD! profile from way back. I can't wait to get started, reading my blog & looking at my photo's, because I lost them all...

So, I have rejoined Alt. I am going to have a great time reading my original blog, well one of the originals. It might be slightly upsetting in a 'I learned a lot about people' Some good, some bad, some wtf! was you thinking, woman!

Note I said 'slightly' upsetting, I'm not a 'black or white' get all 'dramatic' & over emotional person. Though when you get mixed up with a nutjob, who' into.........well, say no more...

First I need coffee & food. Then I am going to get reading...Oo! Fun times, lol...